a little slice

you know, as much as i hate being a human, there’s probably nothing else i would rather be. It’s just like everything else in the world, you can only get as much as you put in, when you really think about it. So fuck it, i’d rather be the fucked up human who can be the evilest dick in the world or the most pathetic, trampled, and good-hearted thing on this planet…it’s much better to be that then just a nematode or something….

we’ve found a new planet anyway, so pretty soon people will forget about this one. it will just fade away like most things that came first…

sometimes i wonder why i act the way i act. I feel that i have very distinct personalities around certain groups or individual people. but i think most people do…but it still bothers me…i wish i had more control over my emotions…i wish a lot of things that probably won’t ever come true…

also, I watched “Tape” last night/tonight with Johanna, Esther, and Evelyne, and it was wicked emo…it was pretty sweet…I <3 Vincent…i always seem to like the fucked up ppl who are just fuckin ridic…and manipulative…and crazy…also Evelyne made my night, because evelyne is fucking awesome.

i have become a hardcore fb/myspace/internet community stalker lol…and i like it…also…for good measure:

GRAND ROYAL

1 part Absolut Vodka
4 dashes Goldschlager Liqueur

Veuve-Clicquot Champagne

can we work on me drinking that? like, now? word, bitches. good night now.