a little slice

so i finally got to health services-jamie, you should be okay, unless you made out with me at some point while i was unconscious lol. remember during the trip i was always whining about the cuts in my mouth?! apparently one of them got infected and is trying to kill me. I blame NJ and HoJo.

Today was slightly…hectic…torturous…I first went to RCC training then to health services then back to RCC CFA (computing first aid-where all these people plop down computers with no problem, they just don't even want to TRY to set them up themselves, because god why do something yourself when someone else can do it?) then to SI training. Before the shitty part, the awesome part, Zhao Laoshi (my chinese professor from last YEAR who will be my professor for this YEAR as well) hugged me today, and she is one of those wicked cute little asian ladies who is awkward (and invites us to dinner at her apartment) and she goes, “I saw your face on the class list and I was so happy!” but she says happy not like happy it's like hep-eee haha i love her.

so we get our class lists printed out with the pictures of the students next to them. of course i know what's going to happen, but still you're never really ready for it. and soon enough there you are smiling up at me. and you know, just to make it a little worse, you actually look really fucking good in your id picture. so instead of paying attention i stare at your picture all day. then i think about how to deface it. and you're the second person on the page too. and i can't stop looking. or wanting for that matter, which is really weird, because we don't even talk anymore, not even a little, and when we do, it's really perfunctory and really blasé. we used to talk tho, right? remember, when you'd see how long you could hold out? or how you said I was tempting you by being online. or the sleepless nights, and the unfinished assignments.

i guess anyone is suitable for you now.

so i'm going to the first year coffee thing now. also, i'm being given a re-birth in the sense that since i missed/didn't go to orientation the first year i was here, all my friends who are know mentors or RA's are taking me around with them lolz ftw.