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my life revolves around getting laid and alcohol. i think that's what most normal people's lives are like. but mine has never been this way until now. i am dating someone who is fucking amazing, but in the way that she's too good for me and i have no idea why we're together. whoa. i think i like my misery. i'm a little drunk right now. and sweaty. but it's gonna be all right. yeah.
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dude, best overheard at wellesley this year,
Girl #1: do you still have the same number-?
Girl #2: as last night? yes.
secondly, i did 4 shots of absinth last night in one minute. Liver, I really do love you and want to take care of you just give me time to grow up.
one huge party is tonight- prepare to be drunk dialed my friends.
I can't seem to get myself to do any work. god damn it. like less than usual. medication change, please.
it's like raining out….and cold…wtf. new england.
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Apparently, I'm cute. and supposedly, that's not a bad thing. i guess i'm cute in the “stay in bed late, go get breakfast, and come back to bed” kind of way.
my skin is absolutely horrible, because of my meds and OCD gahhhh. I think i'm getting kinda more chunky wunky too. bleehhhh.
remix this saturday, huge fuckin' party that you pussies aren't coming to, because you're all “gay i live in NY.”
I think i'm kind of…over her.
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pretty sure my liver is dying. my throat burns, there was a lot of pukes last night. i'm still kind of drunk. i sweat so much and smelled disgusting by the end of the night.
but, i guess we're dating now.
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i am officially UNPACKED hellllll yeah.
Chinese is raping me. Orgo will rape me.
Esther, i fucking love you, and didn't realized that i missed you even more terribly than I did over the summer. Never leave me again or I will track you down and kill you and then myself. it will be romantic. i promise.
Esther got me this wicked awesome lighter from Tienanmen square, that has mao on the front, and turns green(the flame), and plays the communist anthem when opened. i am going to hit on mad girls with this lighter. if i find out how, i will embed a video of it somewhere.
apparently, there's a dwarf bunny on our floor. pictures hopefully to follow.
OH and holy fucking shit new SVU and house tonight (or last night at least) …worrrddd new weeds, but that's less important, since the eps were leaked up til 4. two more weeks for new weeds.
new bones the 25th 
all in all, it was an above average day.
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I'm a bad comforter person.
so, apparently she does like me. or at least that's what her sleeping in my bed would imply. or the drunken admissions? i don't know.
awkward part 3: is it just me or do other people have these thoughts too? i'm in the middle of everything, and then i realize…i have no idea how this chick's outfit is supposed to come off. like, i see multiple pieces to it, and i'm not even quite sure if it's a dress or a skirt or what is going on. and i'm already the most awkward person you'll ever hook up with. i don't know. i obviously froze, pussied out, then stayed up all night, and wrote in here.
i laid in bed with her for like 1.5 hrs wondering if/when it was okay to leave to come to my computer, because i couldn't sleep. is that ever ok?
i did learn something tonight though. chewing gum while hooking up is annoying, apparently, to the other person. haha i'm awesome.
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Things haven't necessarily been hectic, but I've been kind of all over the place. Listening to new Kanye. Fixing computers.
I found a lot of your clothes yesterday, if there was one thing you did right-so absolutely right- you dressed fabulously.
Alex and I did a South of Nowhere MARATHON. We just watched all of season one in 1.5 days. Jamie (and Val for that matter) you need to watch South of Nowhere, awesome teenage drama, with hot people. And everyone is sort of gay.
I ended up in someone's bed last night. Apparently i'm cute. I'm so awkward. Is there always (some) truth in jokes? Because she's an upperclassmen and generally much more mature than I am, so she always refers/jokes to how cute/young i am, and mentions she had a crush on me, but then said that she realized i needed a “friend” and not “some predatory upperclasswoman.” I don't know. See I don't know how to read people, I just become weird and take it for whatever they said.
Awkward part two: I had to fix this girl's computer today, and we had to walk back to the dorm which is like a 5 minute walk, and we walked in silence, because i am just socially retarded. Like, i want to say it's because i don't want to ask perfunctory questions, because they're stupid and i'm not interested, but then people say that me not being interested in those things means i don't care about that person, or that i'm self-centered. I don't know? I just figure if people want to tell me about themselves, they will? I like people to show who they are, not me to draw it out I guess?
I already have Orgo homework, what the fuck (classes don't start til Tues). Everyone is in genetics-I wish I were in it, but I gotta finish Orgo NOW.
My Screenwriting professor sounds scary. her policy on late work “won't accept it. don't bother asking.”
I came to Wellesley in a tow truck last night. I don't wanna talk about it.
